#82 ~ Don’t Know Who I’m Kidding Imagining You Care

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It is officially Friday yall!! That is right we all finally made it through the week and now we can relax and enjoy our long Labor Day Weekend for those of us over in the states.  I know I have been so ready for this week to end and kick back have a couple drinks and decompress from all the crazziness that this week has brought out.  So today’s blog didnt really have a direction when I started it.  I honestly just wanted to piece together something I was feeling and then it came out pretty dang epic so I went with it.  I guess you can say it is kind of a follow up on yesterdays blog so to speak.  Still the same questions of asking yourself ‘why’ and ‘whats the point’ runnin through my head today that have been there for awhile now.  Sometimes there just does not seem to be an answer but we search for one anyways.  Ok well maybe not all of us but I do at least, all the dang time. So I guess you can say that is what this picture and blog are suppose to convey, those questions we always seem to ask ourselves but never really honestly find the answers to.  Anyways I hope everyone has a great weekend and as always if yall like this pic then please be sure to head on over to my Flickr HQ version of this and show it some love.

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~Arden Pointe~

You really had me going, wishing on a star
But the black holes that surround you
Are heavier by far
I believed in your confusion
You were so completely torn
Well it must have been that yesterday
Was the day that I was born
There’s not much to examine
There’s nothing left to hide
You really can’t be serious
If you have to ask me why
I say good-bye
‘Cause I am barely breathing
And I can’t find the air
I don’t know who I’m kidding
Imagining you care, and I could stand here
Waiting a fool for another day
But I don’t suppose it’s worth the price
Worth the price, the price that I would pay

#81 ~ Kiss This Goodbye

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Well we made it through the first half of the week and the weekend is nearly in our grasp.  I can honestly say that this week can not end fast enough.  I hate when no matter how distracted I try to keep myself I still can not seem to shake this state of confusion, depression, and all around hurt that I have been feeling.  Have you ever been in situations where you know it is in your best mental health to walk away but yet you just can not seem to do that.  Something holds on to you pulling at your insides telling you that maybe just maybe things will change and you will finally get everything you want? I mean they say good things come to those who wait.  The question is how long do you wait?  How long before you finally say I can not do this anyore? How long before you finally realize you deserve more?  It seems when I get in my feelings I tend to turn to the one genre of music that I grew up on, country.  Lol something about them country singers they really know how to pull out every emotion you are feeling and give you something to relate to.  Well after this past week I feel this is the best song that I could have picked to represent this blog.  I hope you all enjoy and as always thank you to my sponsors and all of my support from my friends and readers.  If you like this pic please be sure to head on over to my Flickr page to show my HQ version of this pic some loving!

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~Backdrop City~

She called him everything under the sun
And when we thought she was done
She rared back and she let him have it again, MAN
She said…she said
Why don’t you kiss, kiss this!
And I don’t mean on my rosy red lips
And me and you
(me and you)
We’re through
(we’re through)
And there’s only one thing left for you to do
You just come on over here one last time
Pucker up and close your eyes
And kiss this, Goodbye

#80 ~ I Said I Wouldn’t Call, But I Need You Now

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Have you ever met that one person that you know you care about and know that they will always be there for you but you two just can never be together? That feeling of needing someone who is always just a phone call away is what inspired this post.  I really enjoyed piecing this together and hopefulyl conveying the emotion behind the picture that I feel so strongly for.  I wanna thank my sponsors for providing me with the perfect decor to express the feeling behind this blog picture.  As always if you like the pic and blog please be sure to follow the link below and show my Flickr page some love.

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Picture perfect memories
Scattered all around the floor
Reaching for the phone ’cause, I can’t fight it anymore
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time
It’s a quarter after one, I’m all alone and I need you now
Said I wouldn’t call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don’t know how I can do without, I just need you now

#79 ~ Girls Like You Run Around With Guys Like Me

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Not too long Aug, I was dancing for dollars 
No, it’s really rude if I let you meet my mama 
you do not want a girl like me I’m too crazy 
for every other girl you meet its fugazy 
I ‘m sure they other girls were nice enough 
But you need someone to spice it up 
So who you gonna call? Cardi, Cardi 
Come and rev it up like Harley, Harley 
Why is the best fruit always forbidden? 
I’m coming to you now doin ’20 over the limit
The red light, red light stop, stop (skrrt) 
I do not play when it comes to my heart 
(let’s get it though) 
I do not really want a white horse and a carriage 
I’m thinkin ‘more of a white Porsches and karats 
I need you right here ’cause every time you call 
I play with this kitty like you play with your guitar 

‘ Cause girls like you run ’round with guys like me 
‘ Til sun down when I come through 
I need a girl like you, yeah yeah 
Girls like you love fun, and yeah, me too 
What I want When I come through 
I need a girl like you, yeah yeah 

Maroon 5 ~ Girls Like You You

 

#78 ~ If Your Gonna Break My Heart, Just Break It

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~ Backdrop City ~

Why you hanging on so tight if this ain’t working
Why you wanna stop this flame if it’s still burning
Cause it’s still burning

So if you’re gonna break my heart, just break it
And if you’re gonna take your shot, then take it
Take it
If you made up your mind, then make it
Make this fast
If you ever loved me
Have mercy

If you go out tonight and get drunk and lonely
Wind up home alone
Please don’t call me
And say you miss me
No

So if you’re gonna break my heart, just break it
And if you’re gonna take your shot, then take it
Take it
If you made up your mind, then make it
Make this fast
If you ever loved me
Have mercy

Mercy ~ Brett Young

#77 ~ Whiskey’s Supposed To Drown The Memory

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So sometimes we all get those day’s where we can’t help but be all up in our own feelings.  For me it has been the past couple of day’s now and I have not been able to kick this song by Jason Aldean (link will be provided at the end of course 🙂 ) from repeat on my playlist.  We all have that one person, that one place, that one moment in time that we can not move past no matter how hard we try.  Even when we know living in the memory will only bring us pain, we still go back to that place…. Sometimes we self medicate to make the pain end but sometimes, just sometimes no amount of self medication will drown out the pain we feel rather it be the pain of hurt, the pain of loss, or a combination of both.  That pain and this song have been the inspiration for this blog post. I hope you enjoy and thanks to my sponsor’s Vegas Tattoos and LeCastle for supplying with some awesome items and as always if you like this post and this pic be sure to share and go show some love to my Flickr page. Thanks everyone

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~ Backdrop City ~

All the folks down in Lynchburg, Tennessee
Been working hard for good ol’ boys like me
I don’t wanna be the one to tell ’em
That stuff that they’ve been selling
Ain’t working like it should
But I damn sure wish it would
Whiskey’s supposed to drown the memory
I’ve gone from one to one too many
And the thing that really gets me
Is how your memory drowns the whiskey

#76 ~ How Do You Want Me?

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So I ventured on down to the Red Light District this past weekend and let’s just say my inventory is screaming at me now. There are so many awesome items being offered this round for your every kinky desire and fantasy.  I bought so many things I can’t wait to share them with you all.  One being this amazingly cute and lets not forget kinky bedroom set Gacha brought to us by none other than Lagom (which omg Im IN LOVE with all their items atm js lol).  Unlike some gachas the rares are surprisingly easy to get, heck I even ended up with 2 of the rare beds which I totally love 🙂 . Also I snagged this sexy little bikini that I am wearing in this post while I was down there.  So while I was sitting up my blog post for today I couldn’t help but feel I was missing something and then the amazing Avery sent out the items for Epoch from the current round of N21 and I foudn exactly what I needed. This very cute cupcake pullover is down at N21 right now so be sure you grab this or one of the other cute pullovers she has offered there right now.  It comes with a cute bra also if u dont wish to show off those tatas 😛

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Baby, I’ll learn to touch you
I wanna breathe into your well
See, I gotta to hunt you
I gotta to bring you to my hell
Baby, I wanna fuck you,
I WANNA FEEL YOU IN MY BONES
Boy, I’m gonna love YOU
I’M GONNA TEAR INTO YOUR SOUL
DESIRE, I’m hungry
I hope you feed me
how do you want me, how do you want me?

#75 ~ I Got That Summertime Sadness

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Summer is almost over which means everyone is settling back in to their daily routines the days are beginning to get shorter and the warmth is slowly starting to give way to the coolness of the fall that is headed our way.  Every year as much as I love the fall and everything it brings I can’t help but feel a little sad that the summer is ending.  For me it means another chapter in the book of life closed even though it also means another begins to open.  I can’t help but sit and reflect on everything that has happened this summer the good, the bad, the ‘what just happened’ moments, Lol. I wanna thank my sponsors for helping me bring this look to life with perfect outfit, necklace, and skin to complete my vision.  As always thank you to my followers and if you want please head over to my Flickr page and show my pics some love 🙂

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{Netherwood}

 

Oh my God, I feel it in the air
Telephone wires above
Are sizzlin’ like a snare
Honey I’m on fire, I feel it everywhere
Nothin’ scares me anymore
Kiss me hard before you go
Summertime sadness
I just wanted you to know
That baby, you the best
I got that summertime, summertime sadness

#74 ~ If You Gotta Hide It What’s The Point of Trying?

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So today is one of those days that I heard a song and got inspired to blog about it.  It seems like all the best blog posts come along that way.  I’ve been listening to the song “Could’ve Been” by H.E.R. featuring Bryson Tiller (the link will be provided at the end of this blog post) and I kinda of got overcome with a need to portray how the song makes me feel.  It just so happens that I also had been wanting to check out this new sim called Destiny Gardens and it just happened to be the perfect backdrop for what I was feeling.  In this blog I will feature some items that are being showcased at some of the events running at this time such as the skin Elbreth that you can grab at Girl Power, and the amazing Beusy hair that you can snag at nowhere else other than Kustom9 right now.  I hope you like the pic and be show to go show some love to my Flickr page 🙂 Thanks for all the love and support from my followers and sponsors!

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{Destiny Gardens}

 

Remember? 
Remember the night in Miami 
First time you put your arms around me 
I’m up reminiscin’ (ooh yeah) 
Thinking ‘bout you isn’t helping 
Thinking ‘bout you doesn’t tell me 
What good it would do, if I decide to face the truth 

It could’ve been right but I was wrong 
Only think ‘bout you when I’m alone 
You only hit me up when she’s not home 
And that’s why, I can’t, get caught up

We could’ve been 
And we tried to pretend 
Every now and again 
We don’t dream about, don’t think about what 

Could’ve Been ~ H.E.R. Featuring Bryson Tiller